Wednesday, February 22, 2006
hello all.i forgot to include a post about ADAM here.
as it was Adam's last chance to do what he wanted.He summed up his courage,and went through rehearsals with his friend,Howe,online.After some praticing and last minute golden words.Adam was prepared.He went to work the very next day,heart full of anxiety and nervousness on how the girl whose smile melted his heart would react.....when he reached the bakery....she was missing.
"Something must be wrong".Adam thought to himself.so he went to check the daily shedule board where he found the heartwrenching words written big all in front of his face.His eyes went across the words and suddenly,he felt like dying all over again.On the clipboard was written:
Law San Nin(B0578),absconded due to her college in KL calling her to study again.
these words,so little yet so powerful.Adam felt like crying.all that courage,all the heart thought words....all wasted....
he messaged howe,and all howe did was to laugh at his bad luck and pathetic ways with girls.Wasted.the perfect word for a tragedy.
he blames God for what happens but guess that it is no use afterall.what's done has been done.
so now,adam lives his life,day by day,in sorrow,sadness,and wallowing in self-pity.For this is not the first time things like this have happened,it is not going to be the last neither.THE ONLY LOVE HE EVER KNEW HE THREW IT ALL AWAY........
Kinda sucky huh?to have someone leave when you were about to say something to them.Worst feeling you can ever get.That smile only happens once in a blue moon.and adam has just wasted the chance away.......
PS:To fatin,its good to hear you grandma is ok.better than having her all sick and all.so it's great then,no need for all that emotional bullshit.I just hope it's turn out better with me here.
Posted by CSV at 12:22:00 AM