Wednesday, June 07, 2006
hey everyone,what's up?
i'm leaving for thailand on friday 4 am.have to wake up extra early to prepare and stuff.
let's hope nothing bad happens in the midst of it all.
it also marks the last few chance i get to see my malaysian girlfriend since her holidays are ending and after that i need to start going to SIM.
guess we cannot see each other that often anymore.not that we knew each other well to start with.
more than 2 years ago.god.can you believe i can still remember her?i cannot myself.
really like a part of me i cannot let go.other people i don't mind forgeting them and stuff,but she is too much.don't know why.we don't even talk at all.how to go on?
and how nice.i play Jay Chou's Fa Ru Xue at the same time.
hmm,fate,what an amazing thing.always letting me get so close and yet so far to her....
it may just be a back view of her i get to see,but i think it's good enough for me to see her doing well and all.
although it would be better if i can see and talk to her.
anyway,i talked to someone recently through msn.and it made me know what i was losing out on.alot of connections.
finally it felt so good to tlak to people who understand or try to do it.people you can talk to without worrying of running out of topics.only a few did i manage to reach this stage.
ok la,i need to go sleep.wish i get some better luck with the girl or SIM.
Posted by CSV at 11:28:00 PM